do I have a disorder?

undiagnosed rn and my therapist even said she suspects I have a mental condition. here are my symptoms

-self harm /constant thoughts about self harm.
-depressive episodes
-attachment issues
-strong fear of abandonment
-not knowing how to manage emotions (good and bad emotions)
-trouble paying attention
-difficulty following instructions
-lack of motivation
-impulsive spending
-binge eating/eating too much or too little
-always feeling empty
-loss of interest in activities
-outbursts of anger (throwing stuff, trashing my room)
-withdrawing socially
-social anxiety
-mood swings
-easily irritated
-self sabotaging relationships
-hair pulling

thanks