Help for this yes, pill for this?? Haven't heard of one.YET
Welcome to our clan Sir Drifting. You've found a wonderful place
to talk, to discuss just about anything AND everything. Wonderful
people to share with. People with knowledge, experience, wit,
humor, compassion, and whatever you need you can find here.
Now isn't that ALMOST as good as a pill? "I understand" just
doesn't do it, does it?
**Try this on for size. Marriage,
like ANY long term committed, serious, permanent relationship
is WORK. Love is WORK. And yes, sex is WORK. How in Heaven's
name did those marriages arranged by one's family or by
matchmakers EVER work? What about mail order brides? I
speak from my humble 18 little years experience in the same relationship.
At times; I have been absolutely 100% certain
that ALL of my sexual feelings are totally gone, dead as a
doornail, never to be resurrected. But like Lazarus, miracles
CAN & DO happen. I believe a GREAT marriage is something
that anyone COULD have. I do. WITH WORK!!! However...
EVERYTHING and I do mean everything, depends upon
perception. On OUR perception. The more we see( concentrate
on) their shortcomings, more shortcomings do I see and
every one of my GOOD feelings goes
down the drain. These negative feelings increase until I
believe that I have the worst partner & spouse imagineable.
That passion, lust, and hot sex that is the hallmark of early
relationship... is just that. It's precisely because you DON'T
know them that you can have that great, hot sex. You aren't
really seeing who you're with. You're seeing an illusion. Chasing
that oasis in a desert. With your imagination so charged up, it
may take a few years for the truth to get thru that thick skull,
hit you like a boulder, leaving you in mourning for the love of
your life, that image of perfection, that person who never existed
except within the confines of your imagination. So terribly sad.
What usually happens? Most people seem to try another NEW
ONE... it seems to last for awhile at least. After 5 or 6 "new ones"
though, even a fool sees a pattern emerging from the fog.
Suddenly you SEE who you're with for the first time. Just another
human being, like you. With all of the same human frailties that
we all have. HERE IS WHAT I SEE. I see in you a deep longing
to go back to the way things used to be before, instead of a longing
SEE IN YOU A DEEP LONGING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY
THINGS USED TO BE BEFORE INSTEAD OF A LONGING TO
VENTURE OUT INTO THE UNKNOWN FUTURE. With the input
of all the years of this "relationship" are you telling me that
you can't talk about all this with your wife? WOW You are
also in the prime age range for a male mid life crisis. I CAN
promise you this!! IF you find the courage to stick it out,
see it through, let your partner in on ALL of your little secrets,
now that the kids are going, going gone; a wonderful
experience now that you have more PRIVACY, more space
is for each of you to fix up your own private space, your
separate bedrooms. This might SOUND like it is heading for
trouble, but it couldn't be more wrong. The point is not to sleep
alone. The point is for each of you to set up your OWN LITTLE
SPACE exactly the way you like it and then invite your partner
to join you in your room, or let her invite you to come to her.
TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS WITH HER. GOOD LORD, YOU HAVE
KNOWN HER FOR SO LONG, DOESN'T SHE DESERVE A LITTLE
TRUST?? Get some new reading material about great sex, and
talk about it together. Surely there are still some pleasant
surprises awaiting;some things you've been afraid to ask your
wife about doing. No time like the present. I will say this to
you in 100% sincerity. Our sex life may be less in terms of
quantity; but this is something that is 100 times MORE than
made up for in QUALITY. We've found courage to ask each
other for things we'd been too scared or ashamed to ask for in
the past. And found parts of our bodies that we never dreamed
were so exquisitely sexually erotic and sensitive before. No sir,
I would NEVER want the old sex life back again.
Our new sex life is just TOO GOOD. In years past I never had
an orgasm and suddenly started crying like a baby, or laughing
hilariously till my sides ache and don't even know why. We have
a little joke about all the noise we make; we think that nowadays
"we are going to INSPIRE all of our neighbors." Why now? As
the level of trust INCREASES, the level of freedom does too.
You can make a few tiny little changes that start the ball rolling.
Give it a shot. Just don't quit before the miracle happens.