@neffari0us,
I believe in your other post you said you're 22 and work in a coffee shop.
So I'd say, you're bored out of your skull. There's no challenge there, not much chance of advancement or ways to express your talents (whatever they are.)
You need to find a vocation. That means you may need additional training or education to further a career. There are self assessment tools on the internet that can identify what types of industries that would be a fit for you. Take some time and find out.
And stop smoking pot. It's a crutch weighing you and your options down. Good careers drug test...