Still confused though.

iam still confuse though. IT's just aggrvating. I'm not sad by it nor angry, just I mean i know i shouldnt email him unless i have to ask him a important question like how to fix my computer (he is a technician), but i know why i also do talk to him and like it. he is funny, so funny he makes me always laugh, not sometimes, not rarely, but always. when ever he writes an email, doesnt matter what it is, he makes me laugh. i love his sense of humor. he is a pain though. not in a good way either. the only reason i talk to him is because he isn't like any one else, he is a different kind of guy; when we worked together he listened to me. he listened more then my fiancee did at the time. he was so compassionate. i saw it. he wasnt afraid to share his feelings or thoughts. that is why i talk with him. he's just different. but last week i emailed him about four times and asked him a question about two different things. do you think he answered me? NOPE. I had to bring it up in another conversation, not anything important but something i wanted to know. He still didnt answer me to finally he had no clue what i was talking about. i doubt that. then he said which i never heard him say "i am a man i think like a man and we dont see things the same and we dont communicate well-we dont remember what you asked us the day before, we forget". I was kinda shocked he said that cause he never not listened to me.

and now he is saying he had no idea what i was talking about cause of an stupid OLD excuse that he is just "a man". i dont accept that. i even told him that, that doesnt work with me. so he never even answered me. so i kinda felt like a fool. I told him awhile ago on a IM that when he asked me to help him paint, that i would have, but only if i was single. guess what he said ? NOTHING> he ignored me. So i bothered him again. I asked him why he didnt say anything. he said he didnt know that it was directed at him. WTF. who did he think i was talking to and how many men have asked me to help them paint their house? i mean he cant think im stupid.

So then when i finally told him i was talking to him he still had no response. the only reason i said something was because i thought he would be flattered or have a comment; but he was like the rest of the pack, just ignored me. Did he not know what to say or did he just not like me in that way and really needed help which i refuse to think. So then guess what he asked me after all that **** he gave me: YOu wont believe me. "he said" do you want to still help me paint? I was like shaking my head online to myself im like what the hell. he must be just play stupid. he cant be that dense.

ne ways i think i ignored him. im not sure-i dont remember. i am so in love with my fiancee but "nameless guy" makes me laugh more and i know thats why i talk to him. i know thats bad, so bad that im afraid i cant get out of it. being friends. its my fault. i asked him three weeks ago online because i was sad if he thought of me as his friend or acquaintance-he's always telling me how he thinks everyone is cool and how she is cool or he or whoever and i felt out of the loop. at work he used to do that all the time. used to put a damper on me. and i did tell him that too one day. he said something sweet " he could write two pages on me or something like that" i take that as a compliment lol. i know my personality is great and my sense of humor; but i dont think im attractive.

ne ways what do you guys or girls think?