Reasons I have

Reasons I felt like he had a crush at work:

* he had no reason to start anything with me, the fight was uncalled for
* I've always been nice
* He eventually got way to friendly in a subtle way
* Goofey
* Flirted just a little-touching of the hair, pretending to hit me gently
* Asked me to help him paint his house inside knowing im in a serious relationship

* And just our conversations we had

I don't ever recall leading him on either. I did get mad at him twice, and he knew, just by i guess knowing how i was. But this was when i started to care about him as a friend. When others were in the room, he was always a dick-ignoring me, until one day he stopped. By the time he stopped, I knew I was getting let go. We were close only at work tho. He was so cool to talk with. When he became goofy, I became more open. I do recall for the 1st time telling him that i care and the only reason going to a work party was because of him. stuff like that. That isnt me, but I guess i felt comfortable around him.

But my b/f knew always our conversations, I don't hide stuff. my fiancee is quiet about that. not really someone who comments. unless i ask for his opinion which he really never had one. I think I want the attention of someone else who thinks im cool; other then the person im with. I think I think others think im cool and i feel like my honey doesn't. he doesnt know me at work. im different. im just more funny and a smart ass. He did meet me as a smart ass online.

I need help!