i hate the summer!

Idk wuts goin on, this girl that i posted about recently just totally told me something unexpected and said she didnt wanna see me. I mean i just dont understand, i treat the girls ive seen lately sooo well. I try not to come on too strong. Nothing works, they all tell me they dont want anything. In like 3 months ive been shot down by like 4 girls and its hurting now. Im not gonna lie, i miss my ex still...she was the only one who understood me...and id give anything to have her back, i love her, no1 is like her and ive come to realize that. Im just so lost right now