I didn’t notice that this guy liked me and now I’ not sure if he still likes me or not..

Hello, I am new to this forum and I came here for help. Let me create a timeline of events. So, I am new at this grocery job, I work in the bakery section of the store. The guy works at the front where customer service and the cash registers are. I was closing one night and was heading out the door for the night. I saw him look at me from the corner of my eye. The next time we saw each other was when I was closing again. Closing is when u clean up ur work station basically. Anyways, he came over to the bakery and introduced himself to me and I noticed that it was the same guy that stared at me when I left the night before. His hand was really warm and enveloped my hand. He asked me if he could borrow something from the bakery and I said yes. Later that night he said ‘bye’ to me. He didn’t return the thing that I let him borrow, but I was too shy to ask for it back because he was leaving. I don’t know if this will help with the story but, I have social anxiety and sometimes my depression gets really bad. It makes it hard for me to talk to people.

After that he got a haircut, his hair was kind of a bowl cut back then but now its like short and slicked back. He started to say ‘hi *my name*!’ every time he sw me. And I was surprised bc ppl usually forget me bc im so quiet and reserved. But he didn’t, and I thought that was pretty neat. Alas, I was to scared to say his name back to him, for I feared that my voice would be much to quiet for him to hear. I would say hi back though. But on the week of Easter he if ignored me entirely, I noticed that his body would sometimes lurch forward when he passed by me. I thought he would trip but he never did. It made me really sad bc it’s possible that he got sick of being the one to initiate a social interaction with me. But I couldn’t help it, my voice was stuck in my chest and I didn’t think he liked me at the time bc i thought he was just a nice person being nice and stuff.

I realized that before he started to ignore me that week he would always find a reason to come back to the bakery to borrow something or to ask for help for something, like a product that the bakery carried. Maybe it was a coincidence that I was there all those times.

There was one week where I didn’t see him and I realized that I missed him, and I was confused because I didn’t know that I was starting to develop romantic feelings for him. After that week passed and I saw him as I was about to leave and I couldn’t help but smile at him, I couldn’t control my happiness. He saw me smile at him and smiled back and said ‘hi *my name*’ in a kind of dreamy tone. I was so distracted by him that I forgot to clock out of work.

Okay now it’s the present, June 17, 2019.. and he avoids me, at least it feels like that, when I hear his voice through the intercom he sounds kind of angry? Frustrated perhaps? I feel terrible but I am not really sure what to do.. my depression is coming back and I feel useless and not good enough. I like him back, but I don’t know if he is still interested in me or not.. sometimes he will stare at me intensely and I blush super hard:( I turn so red when he’s close to me...