@edgarblythe,
edgarblythe wrote:
I had the very elemental concept of "god," without layers of dogma to muddy it all. Besides, as I grew to adulthood it turned out my youthful decision was the correct one. Even if in some crazy way you could be correct it wouldn't matter in the end. Also, children are often as able to think things through as well as any adult.
This one seems to be a reasonable guess...although it probably seems that way to me because it is a guess I am willing to make.
Quote:The first time I remember thinking about a god I was a kid lying in bed. With no prior thought of which I was aware, I said to myself, "If there was a god Mama wouldn't suffer like she does."
This one doesn't work...unless you are only considering a god that gets involved. It certainly is possible a GOD or gods created what we humans consider "the universe" and decided to see what happens...sorta like dropping a tiny drop of iodine or food dye into a glass of water to see what happens. After you see "what happens"...you just throw it out.
Perhaps that is what is happening. IF there is a GOD or gods who did that, they may be just waiting to see "what happens." IF they did, they only dropped the drop a few billion years ago...a microsecond in their time.
There is a huge difference between guessing there is a GOD (like the joker from the Bible) and guessing there may be a CREATOR GOD of some kind.
I, too, used to wonder why my mother suffered so much. I knew the immediate cause was my father getting drunk often and beating the **** out of her...but why would the GOD I thought existed allow that?
Perhaps I was considering the wrong kind of god. Perhaps the god is one dropping the drop and not stirring the glass in any way...just letting the drop do whatever it does...and then throwing it all out after a while.