Re: the curse of young love.
curlgurl wrote: We made our best efort to see eachother but we still only get to see each other every couple weeks. I just dont know what to do because i love him and dont want to hurt him and cant live without him but i cant go on like this. should i stay or go and hope we'll come out ok?
You are 14. You shouldn't have a steady boyfriend yet. And yes, you CAN live without him. You will not die from not seeing someone. It may feel bad but you will go on and be ok. People do it all the time. Married couples with children deal with long distance realtionships all the time. Trust me, you will be ok.
But since I can't tell you what to do, my advise is this: If you want to stay with him, that's great. But you will have to deal with all that a relationship comes with. Sometimes I don't see my husband (who I live with) for days because of our work schedules. Literally do not speak to him other than once or twice on the phone. Life is life. You cannot go against his mom's wishes and expect everything to be ok. Should you end up staying together, you don't want his family to resent or dislike you. If you want to do a grown up thing, talk to his mom and tell her how you feel. Maybe she will think you're nuts. Maybe she will respect that you are being mature about this. Maybe she will see that the two of you really do care for each other. You won't know til you try. But you must accept what ever outcome. If you can only see him every 3 weeks, is that one time worth waiting for? If not, then I suggest you see my next suggestion.
Or you can break up with him and be a teenager! You are so young and there are so many boys out there! I know you like this boy and he is wonderful and all that but so are a lot of other boys. Go out, have fun, hang out with your girlfriends, see movies, eat ice cream, do all those things that you lose so much of once you get a job and have to "grow up". I wish I had all the time I had in high school. I wish I never had to wash underware or do the dishes or pay the bills. Savor your time or I promise you , someday you will regret it.
Either way, I wish you luck. High school is not an easy time in your life. But you will do just fine and look back some day and wonder...what the heck was I thinking? :wink: