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Am I waiting for nothing?

 
 
Reply Wed 30 Jan, 2019 08:50 pm
I recently started a new job and have been there for a few weeks. While there, there's this really cute guy at work but he's married. He is a newlywed and actually got married a week or two before I started but he didn't know me then and I didn't know him.

I'm trying to not talk to him at all because I think he's attracted to me, too. When I first started, he would only talk to me about work and stuff, but lately, like today, as we were all leaving, we were all chatting about nothing in particular and he stayed by my desk to chat. Why my desk? Why not the other girls' desks or stand next to the guy? People who are also all in relationships.

I'm the only single one in my area of the office and nearly everyone there is pretty much taken or married - yet he stood by me. I don't want to date someone at work anyway because it would be a distraction, but it would be easy to go to lunch together and hang out since we are already at the same place and convenient. He also works in the warehouse and I work in the office area - so we don't see each other at all but for maybe like 5 minutes during the day to pass info about work so it wouldn't be that bad if it worked out.

I notice little things how guys start scooting close to me and stuff if they have a crush on me. I wish I didn't notice and was clueless, but I'm starting to sense he's starting to like me even though he's married.

I'm trying to keep it professional - trying but failing. I'm also kind of dating a guy outside of work, too, so I don't want to mess that up for a married guy. The thing is, I've been hanging out with my guy friend for 2 to 3 years and he still hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend.

Even though guy at work is married - at least that shows me he's not afraid of commitment and likes to be in a relationship.

I'd rather talk to my single guy friend because we're both single but every single time I meet a single guy he does not want a relationship and I'm sick of it no matter how hard I try to be a goody 2 shoes and remain faithful and go after single guys they don't want a relationship.

Do I have to break up a marriage to be in a marriage? I've known some people who told me when they started seeing their spouses, they were both dating other people and didn't care they were in relationships, but I'm not a cheater or a homewrecker and I don't want to influence him to cheat, either - because if he can cheat with me he will cheat on me.

Of course he won't admit he likes me at work because that would look bad on him since everyone at work knows he's married.

tl;dr I'm getting tired of having a crush on someone and finding out they're taken, married, or the single ones don't want a relationship. Am I waiting for nothing with this married guy? Has anyone hung out with someone married before but only as friends but then something later on happened with their marriage and he divorced and then started confessing his true feelings?
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unrequitedlove1
 
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Reply Wed 30 Jan, 2019 09:12 pm
@unrequitedlove1,
I'd also appreciate serious answers - not judgmental answers about crushing on a married man that I'm not doing anything about. I already noticed I triggered someone's clicky finger. I think most of us have all at some point or another crushed on a married guy yet some judgy people of course don't admit it and it's not like I'm doing anything about my crush on him, either.

Thought, hopefully, I could find someone to talk to about it that was in a similar situation liking a married guy but not wanting to confess to him and waiting to see if later on if his marriage didn't work out did he start talking then.
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jespah
 
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Reply Thu 31 Jan, 2019 05:56 am
You need to fish in a different pond to find a single guy who wants a relationship. Wherever you are currently finding men to date is obviously not working. You will have to be the person to make the change, if you truly want things to change.

As for your married pal at work, yeah, people can get crushes even if they are 100% happy and satisfied in long term committed relationships. This guy, to his credit, doesn't act on his. You're his work wife. That's all.

And by framing it as waiting for him, you are not doing yourself any favors when it comes to the great relationship hunt. This may also be preventing a relationship from developing between you and an unmarried guy. Like it or not, you may be unconsciously giving off a vibe of "don't bother with her".

Find other ways to meet unmarried men. Not bars! Take a class. Volunteer. Go to a new gym. Join a Meetup group dedicated to a passion of yours. Even if you meet no single men in any of these endeavors, you will meet people who know single men.

Don't waste any more time on this.
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CoastalRat
 
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Reply Thu 31 Jan, 2019 01:57 pm
@unrequitedlove1,
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he stayed by my desk to chat. Why my desk?
So he decided to chat with you. Big deal. How does this lead you to believe he has a crush on you? Maybe he just enjoys chatting with you more than with anyone else.
Maybe he is just being friendly. After all, you've only been there a few weeks. Maybe he is simply trying to make you feel comfortable.

It is quite possible, and actually probable, that he enjoys talking to you more than to anyone else he works with. So don't go imagining things that are likely not there.

Personally, I get the sense that, contrary to your denials, you want him to be interested and so have convinced yourself he might be.

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Am I waiting for nothing with this married guy?
You are so all over the place in your post that I can only shake my head. You talk about not wanting to break up a marriage, trying to keep things professional, etc. and then you want to know if waiting for him (to what, seduce you? Dump his wife for you?) is all for nothing. Seriously? You keep saying you are taking the high road and then you turn around and write something that leads us to believe you want a romantic relationship with him.

Bottom line, you know (and admit as much) that it is wrong to seek a romantic relationship with a married man. So keep on keeping it professional. So far, there is no indication other than your imagination that he has any interest in you. And as long as that does not change, there is nothing wrong with the two of you chatting as friends.
chai2
 
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Reply Thu 31 Jan, 2019 02:58 pm
Seriously, to the OP, I think you're suffering from a delusion.

That's not meant as an insult, but your post does nothing to indicate this newly married man is showing any kind of interest romantically in you.

Neither are men that at times need to scoot over and you happened to be in the direction they moved in. Neither are people who look at you across the room, say hello every morning in the elevator, or take lunch the same time as you.

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unrequitedlove1
 
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Reply Fri 1 Feb, 2019 04:01 am
@CoastalRat,
I'm not offended by chai's post in saying there are delusions, however your post, CoastalRat was very condescending.

For 1 - I'm never wrong about who has a crush on me and who is attracted to me and if I felt like this guy wasn't interested at all - why bother make the post in the first place?

For 2 - Example about two years ago, I worked at this other place - they didn't have enough work that's why they let me go but before they let me go, this other co-worker gave me his number and I had a feeling the whole time we were working he was interested in me. Bam - he gave me his number so my gut was right --> he wanted to date me but he also wanted to hook up really fast and I like to just hang out for a while before that happens so that's why that one didn't work out -- bottom line -- I could tell someone at work liked me and he gave me his number without me asking --- so is it really that delusional to think this married guy likes me! Hmm...

Also, all my friends and people always comment on how I have the ability to read people's minds and mannerisms and I can feel and sense what people are thinking they don't have to tell me - especially if it's a person I'm attracted to who is attracted to me.

For 3 - A long time ago, something similar happened with another married man - I never did anything with him but he fixed me up with his identical twin brother and they look exactly the same so I could only assume he was attracted to me as well if his identical twin brother was, too plus the wife to the married twin was acting insecure even though I never hit on her husband and was hooking up with his SINGLE TWIN and the married twin also admitted the attraction to his wife, but it's not a crime to be attracted to other people while married. We are mature enough to NOT do anything about it.

I sincerely hope you're being rude to try to reason with me to not wait for this guy -- not to act like a self righteous jerk.

Why do I think he likes me? It's not just this day -- he's talking to me a lot more and saying hi and bye more and more.

And also, why would the married guy at my work admit he likes me?? He has a wife, remember?? He's not going to show it or admit it. Duh.
arealtruefeeling
 
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Reply Fri 1 Feb, 2019 09:51 am
do a youtube search on "Notice and Imagine". I seem to not be allowed to post links, so you have to search for it. Watch the whole thing, there is an AH..ha moment in there. As for your specific questions, we can't know what this guy is about - all I can tell you is that the cards are stacked against this becoming something pleasant and uncomplicated.
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CoastalRat
 
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Reply Fri 1 Feb, 2019 10:01 am
@unrequitedlove1,
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I'm not offended by chai's post in saying there are delusions, however your post, CoastalRat was very condescending.
Next time I'll simply call you delusional.

Re: For 1 If you say so. But based on your number 2 and 3, along with your original post, it sure seems like you think any guy who looks your way is romantically interested in you.

Re: For 2 Just because you had a gut feeling about one guy and it turned out to be correct because he gave you his number is no reason to assume that this other guy (who is married) likes you because he talks to you and your gut is that he wants you. This is nearly the definition of delusional. As for what your friends tell you, that is worth about zero.

Rd: For 3 Oh yeah, a married guy fixes you up with his twin brother and that automatically means the married guy was attracted to you. You seem to read an awful lot into simple things.

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but it's not a crime to be attracted to other people while married.
Of course it is not. I'm attracted to women other than my wife. And you are correct, a mature, committed adult will not act on those attractions. And it is good that you are not acting on YOUR attraction to this man. But what you are talking about is IMAGINING he is attracted to you when he has done nothing to indicate it. That would be like me imagining every woman who talks to me and smiles wants me. See how silly that sounds?

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I sincerely hope you're being rude to try to reason with me to not wait for this guy -- not to act like a self righteous jerk.
I don't think I was rude. We tend not to beat around the bush on here. I tend to tell it like I see it. Would you really rather me coat what I think in sugar just to make you feel good? Keep in mind, when you come to a forum and ask for people's thoughts, you better be grown up enough to listen without taking offense. It is called maturity.

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Why do I think he likes me? It's not just this day -- he's talking to me a lot more and saying hi and bye more and more.
This proves only that he likes you (I like several of my co-workers more than some others) and enjoys talking to you. Not that he has a crush on you.

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He's not going to show it or admit it.
Or how about this? He doesn't show or admit it because he does not like you in any romantic way. You are a co-worker who he enjoys talking to.

Now if he gives you his home number or starts inviting you out after work, then maybe he has a crush on you. But that is not what is happening. And since you already think me a jerk, let me just finish with this. You need to get over thinking you are such hot stuff that every guy who smiles and talks to you is instantly smitten with you. So just to reiterate, yes, you are waiting for nothing because he is married and has shown no interest in you other than as a co-worker.



chai2
 
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Reply Fri 1 Feb, 2019 10:10 am
@CoastalRat,
You weren’t being rude or condescending, and everyone can see that.

Methinks I smell troll, what with these outrageous claims, or someone with histrionic personality disorder.

Linkat
 
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Reply Fri 1 Feb, 2019 11:49 am
@chai2,
I think this is the poster ...

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