@healthylifevault,
Presumably you've tried everything you can think of to work things out / get them headed in the direction that will make you happy.
If he doesn't want to attend counselling, then it's a good thing for you to attend by yourself - in order to help clarify things for you. You are after all, seeking counselling / clarity for yourself here, on a forum. No different in reasoning to seeing a counsellor, except they are trained, can dedicate time to you, can engage in quick question & answer exchange, etc.