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Sun 23 Jan, 2005 04:27 am
Hello everyone.
On Thursday I finally went to see a doctor about some troubling issues I've been experiencing. My main concerns were really bad leg cramps, insomnia, and possibly depression. Eventually the doctor suspected my thyroids as I explained other symtoms I've been having but didn't think they were serious enough to mention. I was given a blood draw to test for thyroid levels and by Friday morning the doctor had called several times to contact me (to no avail as the ringer on the phone was off). By 11AM they reached me and told me to come into the office as soon as possible. By Friday afternoon, I was diagnosed with Graves' Disease.
The doctor said that all my symptoms, (depression, mood swings, tremors, anxiety, intolerence to heat, insomnia, weight loss, and not being able to focus) were all related to HYPERthyroidism, which was confirmed by the lab results. I am new to this, and am just learning about Graves' Disease. I know the chance of dying is not that great if I follow the therapies my doctor orders, but still, I am scared. I think I am even more depressed now finding out I pretty much have a disease that will require life-long treatment. I don't know how to cope with this. I feel like this is changing the course of my life and I don't like it, yet there's no cure for me. I may be taking anti-thyroid medication for years, and eventually it will stop working and iodine radiation therapy will be required. It'll kill the thyroid cells and then I will have HYPOthyroidism, requiring thyroid replacement therapy. I feel like I don't have any room or energy for Graves' Disease. I'm so lost and scared and hopeless... Is there anyone else who has this?
Great link, Phoenix, and might I add, BlueSkies, that Barbara Bush has Graves disease so you're not alone, my friend.