@brianjakub,
I am a bit unlike Izzy but only to a small degree.
I do not find people and their religious/spiritual journeys to be irrelevant.
Though I do draw a distinction between the two. I find religion to generally lead to isolation, legalism and irrational judgment of others.
While, I find spiritual journeys to lead to an all inclusive oneness (or zeroness) with others.
Spirituality makes one open, while religious journeys closes people to reality and reason.
Though this may seem like black and white reasoning, I am offering this simply to illuminate the means and extremes of one's journey to enlightenment.
I was once a fundamentalist Christian and I was miserable. I hated mainly myself and just about everything else.
I found peace in letting go of religion. Not to the point of being an atheist but an agnostic. In this agnostic state, all of my inner fears vanished and I am now a very happy and loving person.
You could say I have reached a level of Nirvana. I can focus on loving the world and "progress" while avoiding the inner religious turmoil and judgement.
I would say the very best thing that has ever happened in my life was leaving religion behind and becoming semi-spiritual.
I can focus on the positives in life without all the heavy baggage of self condemnation and wrath towards others.
What I once thought was ultimate truth, today, to me is just another book full of words... some really good words (holy) and some horribly cruel and barbaric (evil)...
I take what seems reasonable from it and the rest goes straight into the trash without the least bit of hesitation.
It is not the word of God to me... They are mere words just like any other book and this understanding has freed me from (what I believe is) the most insidious trickery ever unleashed upon humanity...
I am free to do the same with any religion, take the best and can the rest.
I spent over 30 years chained and imprisoned behind the bars of religion and I will never return to such folly.
It was not easy, at first, breaking out of that prison, but my life has been enriched and I can truly say I am FREE to be what and who I am.
I don't go every day with the feeling like my insides are being ripped apart...
I never have that feeling anymore. I can focus on loving myself and others and spirituality and sobriety are merely bonuses.
Becoming freed from something bad is sometimes the only way to appreciate something good.
Religion was bad... It took years and loving people (many here on A2K) to help me understand that.
Now, looking back, I can see how narrow my views were and I can only be thankful I have had a chance to live my life with this new liberty and diversity of thought...
I have tried other religions and nothing beats simply being a free thinker.
Can God exist? I don't know, Does God exist? I don't know...
Does God fully exist in any holy book? NO... Of that I am certain.
We see parts and glimmers of God (truth, the word) everywhere, even in the stones...