Why am I feeling this way towards straight guys

You answered yourself.

well who knows(((( it is better to ask the specialist

Straight guys are not interested in being either a top or a bottom with you.

So I'd say you like the challenge. Kind of a "Thornbird" syndrome. ( look it up)

Not every guy who does m4m nsa is 100% gay. Most are married men wanting to get off. Others are just exploring their sexuality without a label. You are turning out to be more of a versatile type. You'll bottom for some, but would top a straight guy. Its normal.
I've never thought of topping. Only bottom since thats how I fantasized I would be if I had sex with a guy. But its been a while since I've cruised.

Ha ha

But thing is, its just a feeling, I have and don't think I would act on it, I guess its just the label that blinds me, it kinda feels like they are forbidden fruit, and once they would bottom you'd get to eat it lol, and your answer is appreciated, it opened my eyes a lil more since im not the most experienced when it comes to sexual acts

I'm a bottom and find myself attracted to straight guy although I've never been with a guy yet I'm still looking for my first time! I think we are attracted to straight cuts because they are prettier than most gay guy! My goal is to try to seduce a straight guy! It can be done but I need tips on how do to it!

You are still a guy. Guys want to bang everything male if they are gay, everything female if they are hetero and everything human if they are bi right?

Tip number 1...
MONEY

Possibly a guy looking to revenge on a girl??