MrBob329 wrote:im not so sure if i want to because im pretty sure i please her now and not only that we have a very established relationship i mean its like 5 years and we are 17, thats a long time, and we do legitimately care about eachother we arent the ones to be in it for sex.
I see where you're coming from (but for the record, I'm female so my viewpoint may differ somewhat
)...
However, don't be afraid or nervous to pursue further sexual territory. YES, be careful. YES, be sure not to move too fast. But there is nothing wrong with bringing a deeper level of sex into a successful relationship. If you two are so close and so great together, some experimenting shouldn't tear you apart. If it does, chances are you weren't as close as you believed...
I used to avoid these things like a plague; I was even afraid to shed clothes! I've always seen love from the dreamy/romantic aspect, so I didn't want to make my relationships 'impure'. But I only gained more openness and respect for myself and from my sig other when I finally decided to let down some of my guard. Ultimately, the territory is bound to be explored someday, and who better to do that with, than someone you deeply care about and that deeply cares for you? Sex won't ruin anything unless you allow it to become something negative.. the act itself (this includes oral sex, by my definition) is neither good or bad, it always depends on the compatibility (physical and emotional) of the couple.
If you want to try it (and she grants you permission, of course) don't be weary to do so... just be careful and safe, be wise.
But truly:
COMMUNICATION IS EVERYTHING. I tend to believe that the most successful couples are often the ones that can talk about anything and everything without fear or apprehension. It sounds like, even after all of your time together, you two could improve that a tad... you should be able to openly speak with her about sexual things, as easily as anything else. I suggest working on that, becoming more used to achieving that level of comfort with her (even if you two end up doing nothing of that nature
).