"You developed a crush on someone who behaved in a polite, courteous way toward you. He had to use professional standards.
Hopefully you will meet a nice young appropriate man where you are going to school who will reciprocate your feelings."
why are you explaining me what i'm falling for ?
I know and I understand that you want to help me but the only thing most of you seems to pay attention for -and I say that not only for my topics but for every girl/guy who asks for this situation- are the words "teacher", "age", "younger", "nice", "ignores" then you say: be careful, he's just nice, he's a teacher etc...
I understand, it's normal ! But really I know all this, I can leave without being traumatized or depressed. I am pretty good
But how many really "read" I mean by it "to pay attention" to what I ask- what I wrote and what I asked for ?
I really thank you for answering, that's nice
But please all what you're saying I know it. By the way, I only had a similar experience so I know at least a bit what i'm talking about.
And i'm not saying: does he love me, how can I win his hear over, or why do I love him ?
No, I'm just saying that yep this is a posts about a teacher like thousands others but I really had a "special" relation with this teacher. I can explain but it would be too long but i can still do it if you want to
Yes he helped me to succeed, of course he was there and fortunately, it is his job to do it !!!
Did I do a thing wrong to break our relation ?
Why was he nervous and started acting like i was a stranger when he before told me "come back to tell us about your studies"
I love him yes, but I also first appreciate him a lot and so did he.
It seems to still be the case. And I would just keep good contact with him as for my other teachers because he also helped
Do you know what can happened in his mind ? Have you an idea of it ?
why does he acts as if i was a student he never had in class ?
I thought he was angry but if he is, why ? I did anything !
I want to understand what is wrong because his important to me and I know he is wondering about how i will live of my music.
But why does he act "weird" ? My friends were shocked because he didn't come to talk to me first.
Maybe you're right the situation is awkward because he knows i love him.. but still he's an adult about 40 years old, can't he be normal ? And before I leave he didn't seemed to be disturbed by it..
So that I can't really understand, i would like to improve the situation to be normal, or as if all is normal (because there always be this feeling) but I can be mature and overcome my emotion not to alter our contact.
Do you understand what I mean ? what i ask for ?
Maybe you already answer and i'm sorry if i didn't see it