haunting physical

Goodness.... my stomach and everything is turning inside out and i have 3 more weeks b4 my apt for a phys for the 1st time w/ Kaiser. i thought it wouldnt make me turn when i was able to click ok on the button to confirm apt...

dont know what is making me turn... perhaps not being familiar with the whole process, what it would be like, anticipating/dread the depth of the exam, who the person "IS" nice? friend;u? mena? patient? rushed, humorous? how about the nurse that does the prelim...... I dont know if they use ear therms for physical records, but i have a HUMUNGOUS REFLEX WITH ANYTHING THAT IS NOT FOOD INSIDE MY MOUTH.... and dreading it PERIOD.......

i know by 30 some... it gets pretty detailed....