What should I do Im going crazy over this

We havent talked in 8 months. I wanna go to his school to see if he would like to fix things. The reason we ended was my uncle wanted to fight him because he thought he was just using me for sex which he wasnt. My uncle told him to never be near or speak to me again which isnt fair because I still want him! My uncle cant control who I date! The boy listened and has not spoke to me this whole time. I tried texting him only once saying a simple "Hey" but he did not reply. I feel he was scarred cause of my uncle since he is basiclly forced to not talk to me and I just cant get over him. We are forcefully separated. It was really sad the way my uncle confronted him.. The boy got really humiliated and I felt really bad I didnt do anything to help him. But its been 8 months and I think he has a new gf. But It dosent matter he took my virginity and I wanna be with him still. I want to go to his school and just see if him seeing me would make him wanna speak to me again. Since my uncle wouldnt be there to make a scene. Im also not gonna steal him from his girl because I respect that or whatever. I just wanna see what he does. And from there if he leaves her for me then thats his choice.