wow funny how quickly things change

first off thanx for all who have been following my "issues", and thanx for all the advice. well tides have changed considerably. i texted him and he wrote back "wat letter??" HE NEVER GOT IT! he called me after his text and we talked a bit...god, it felt so good to talk to him. im still a little confused b/c he still doesnt have things totally sorted out, BUT im a lot more hopeful- i def got a good vibe from it. pretty much he said that he still cares for me alot and he's upset he never got my letter...he's going out of town but asked for me to re-send it, b/c he's curious. he said he cant promise me anything but he still cares about me alot and wants to read it. unfortunately, i told him on the phone everythign i said in my letter, so i think ill write a dif one...kinda stressed cuz i feel like "this is it, nows my chance" but at the same time, i KNOW in my heart, if he wants this to work, a decent letter will do it. he said it was really good to talk to me too (and he talked to me during work..which isnt like him) i ahvent been this happy in 3 weeks!!!!!!!