My boyfriend wont admit he watches porn and it hurts me

My boyfriend wont understand how much it hurts me when he watches porn but decided not to have sex with me even when i have the biggest sex drive in the fuckking wolrd, and he doesnt wanna admit that he watches porn and he also likes other girls pictures in instagram (sexual like pictures) and now he told me he is going to be the SEO of a porn page even tho he have a job in wich he gets paid A LOT OF MONEY. so is not out of necesity. (now just so you people know , i have no ig i have no fb , and all these because of his jelousy with me when we started three years ago in which he will think that i was gonna cheat on him) now he didnt close any of his social network because of "work" and it has bring alot of problems to our relationship(girls writting him, him writting girls, etc..). i get over him watching porn i mean i dont even give a **** if he just have that thing that he likes it or turns him on nd ill swear it wouldnt bother me to watch it with him , i mean it will turn me on too, but he wouldnt even try to tell me that. I have a really open mind fantasy wise and idc , but if he doesnt do it i guess is because he doesnt want to or needs that space. AWESOME, what bothers me and hurts me is that he doesnt admit it and try to hide it from me and even tho i talk to him a thousand times he wont admit it. and this is causing me selfsteem problems and somewhat depression.