@confusedlinc,
I know of your frustration, as I've had these thoughts since childhood, but have never had any opportunities to be with someone. I don't know how to go about it at all, but I want to experience it before I'm deceased.
My apologies for making this conversation more about me, but it's really about these urges that we have and want to explore. I will not label you, as that is your call to define yourself, but I will say that you are at least curious.
Me too.