Dear supervisor,

I really hope you could help me with something. I finally know why I reacted so strongly to you talking to others more recently. Since '08, I had 4 ppl hurt me. They are people whose opinion matters who, for no reason, never liked me or stopped liking me. Consequently, they snubbed me and otherwise hurt me.

Jaclyn from school snubbed me from the day we met. Liz from McD's, did the same. Even though everyone else talked to me, I felt empty bc Jaclyn's and Liz's opinion matters. I reacted wrong so everyone else ended up turning against me and I lasted only a year in both places.

For the first 15 months at my current job, everyone talked to me period (except one old dude whose opinion did NOT matter). Now everyone talks to me EXCEPT Alicia and Jane. These 2 girls opinions matter to me. Jane used to like me and Alicia never liked me from the get go. Jane added me on Facebook back when she liked me and deleted me when she stopped, all for no reason.

And in all those times, nobody cared. That was why I was hell bent on talking to you, so I don't need to question whether you would be there for me whenever the 2 of them hurt me. When you talk to other ppl more than me on some days, I am empty, bc this is too big for anyone to deal with alone. I will see you on my next shift. Ttyl,

Angel23