@Lordyaswas,
I can't take this pressure of having to answer these questions NOW.
It's like the future of this potential baby is all my doing now. It'll be my fault if it has flippers instead of hands.
I can't think well under this pressure. What if I say the wrong thing?
Whenever I have to go into the baby dept at a store, or even worse, one of those places that are totally dedicated to them, like Babies R Us, I get sick.
No lie. My palms sweat, my heart starts beating faster. I have to stare at the floor and not look up as I'm going to get that damn shower gift. The worst part is, there are Actual Babies in that place! I'm like "oh please Jesus, get me out of here." I never knew they needed all that stuff. It fills an entire store.
My fingers are going rigid just thinking about it.