Well I am happy you survive and that you find some comfortable by thinking it was the actions of some god or other but let look this rationally one point at a time.
I was given a message from God to tell others of his existence.
Now I am sure you are a wonderful person but why would a god that wish to communicate his existence to mankind need to picked you or priests for that matter to do so instead of doing so directly to the whole human race?
I understand that it is hard for many to believe in something they can't see, as I have had questions before too.
I believe in all kind of things that I can not directly see such as electrons and protons and most people accept such as a matter of course as you can in fact show without question that they exist by their proven actions on the universe.
we can see.
A god of any type have not shown any proof of existence to date as no offensive but your posting does not raised to that level even if we do not take into account that your brain was likely short on O2 during your attack.