oh yes i bet it was. how long did the "movie" last?
dude. 12 pages. im such a freakin success
If I remember right, Child isn't all that much older than santana.....
Santana, can you lock up the knives yourself and give your mother the key?
lock them up with what? if i know where they are, im gonna go get them one way or another. i mean its real tempting sometimes...but i jus live wit it man
pad-lock them and give the key to someone else.
even if someone else had hidden it?
id start searchin for it if i broke down enough
santana, yeah, but it'd take you longer to get to them.
dude that doesnt matter. i have times where i just go crazy right, and i mean, the knives dont even work that well when your trying to cut. last time i used broken glass. if i wanna cut, ill find a way
where has everybody gone? im lonely man, come on.
I get it. Glass is everywhere. Well, then, the objective should be to keep yourself from getting to the point of wanting to cut.
how is that supposed to work?
Well, you said you had someone helping you - is a therapist or phsycologist? That's one way to help keep the over-whelming urge down.
had. key word. had i no longer have a therapist. im not in lakeside anymore. we cant afford it. besideds, the only stupid feeling i have left is lonliness
oh, bummer. Ok, so what makes you happy?
im a "social recluse" yet i have this great love for people, theyr stupidness just makes them them, even tho it pisses me off a great deal. and believe me. you havent seen me pissed off. ne way, i like to be around them. i dont like to be around the girls, period. i hang around the guys all the time. and they make me laugh, u kno? plus im goin on vacation wit my bro and his 2 lil girls and his wife on the 21'st.
i love kids. he has 2 girls, 5 and 3. i havent been responding as quick as i should have the past week caus iv been at his house.i belong there, ya kno? plus, his wife's sister has 2 boys, 12 and 15. i like to hang around them. gettin in the pool and wrestlin is fun
