my Letter to my bully should i send it

Well, I hate you. Cameron yes this is to you and i wish you would just die because you basic-cully killed me. The worst thing is that you still do not think you did anything to me. It would be a different story if you actaully apologized to me and admitted what you did. You didn't have to call me all different names it only took one, and then it made me come up with the other ones all bye myself. You first started calling me gay and then broadened your horizons with your “brilliant mind” and went on to calling me a “faggot”. Now you just have the basic just of it. Then you put me in the mental hospital not just you so don't feel to bad,it was other problems but they were all caused by you. One was when you and Jack became the bestest of friends and never left each others sides. Then one day i told him that you bullied me and he said he would ask you and you said once. Then I told jack no it was several times...then Jack didn't believe me because he wouldnʼt ever think his sweet darling baseball douche would ever do that. Then you told him to not hang out with me anymore and then he didnʼt and that hurt me because I have helped him ever since I could remember with his fricken dad. I then felt betrayed from Jack and this made me hate you more. Jack then realized one night when we were all at the basketball game that humiliated me. So that day i came home and told my mom that you put Phabian up to rubbing my leg and then you rolling on the floor laughing at it. I told her not ot tell your mom anything but yet she did and then your mom told you and you threatened to punch me in the face and beat me up. This caused me to have a panic attack and cry in front of everyone uncontrollably. Then i ran down the bleachers and grabbed Michaela and took her outside, telling her what you did, because she knew the rest of the story. She then ran to go get Mrs. Cunningham which was at the game and then she came outside and i told her what you did and then she went to tell Mr. Muse. Mr. Muse was mad and then i went home and jack came with me. While we were walking to the car, Jack got a text message saying to “**** his whole family” and that yawl were no longer friend because of your stupid cousin. Then you apologized after you threatened to kill me and jack because I ruined your whole “baseball career” by possibly getting you expelled and sent to Marchand. So the next day, you were called into the office and they said that you confessed to everything, so you could save yourself and they would see your punishment. Weeks after they gave you a punishment that I canʼt know about but you shouldʼve been expelled because that would have been your last suspension then Marchand. Well nothing happened and you are still at school being the king douche like always and slowly getting my cousin to become best friends with you again and turning him into you. Well this is just telling you how i feel.