Thank you. I do hope he can forgive me, because I would be completely lost without him in my life. I just hope he sees how sorry I am for what I have done.
As for the counselling, He is not a fan of discussing emotion with strangers, so that may not happen. but I will suggest it. I will even tell him of this and other forums, where he can find support.
I just worry what this will do to our families, as both of us have become strongly tied to the others family. He spends time with my family when I am not home, and vise-versa. I hope we can make it through this, I really do.