@dalehileman,
I definitely don't think that you are a terrible person, Dale, or even a bad person. I actually quite like you, as well as is possible considering how much I do know you.
For a mere 20 bucks, you could enjoy endless hours of reading and the wonderful thoughts that it will engender thinking about language. There is so so much to language that you have been badly cheated of.
If you aren't completely satisfied with the book, Contrex will buy it off you.