Writing

Scary movies,
Running water,
Hiccups,
On going headache,

Thinking about college. Have this feeling I may not be able.. but then again I might. Need this job. Any job. Need to stop thinking, much as I do.
I'm getting no where.
Can't do as I wish.
I'm being watched.

Can't bring myself together to focus.
Hard to concentrate.
Can read, but can't.
Hard, difficult to focus.

Am stupid, yeah?
You may say.
Can't handle this.
Too much, dealing with too much.
Mentally.

An on going battle.
Thoughts, against thoughts.
I'm mentally unstable.
No. Too much on my mind.

Need to stop thinking so much. I tell myself thinking it.