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I'm bisexual, but I don't know if I want to be with the guy I've loved or the girl I'm in love with?

 
 
Reply Mon 4 Nov, 2013 11:27 am
About a year and 5 months ago, I met the guy I am presently engaged to. We met through the death of my brother, his mom helped out with the fundraisers and everything. We've been together off and on, and this time is the 3rd time we've been together. We've been though a lot of mess, running back and forth, him being indecisive a sexual friendship type ordeal but never the less always coming back to me. He didn't actually come back and ask me to marry him until after, he'd seen me with my ex girlfriend. Her and I were together for 3 months, and it was literally the best 3 months of my life. It was the first actual girl on girl relationship I'd been in. She was my best friend, and lover all wrapped up in one. Just as he is, but however I got the love and affection from her and want that I'd never been shown by anyone. But I'd ended up leaving her for him, and then realized how much I really missed/loved her. She says it's just because I was in love with the idea of someone really wanting me. Which was a lie, I knew I loved her when we were together. I just didn't know what I wanted when he came back and I already had feelings for him and I was on the peak of knowing I was really in love with her... She went and got with someone who is like, 8 yrs younger than her. She's 22 and the girl is 15. Which was a friend of mine, she says it's too late for me to realize I love her because now her and the girl have been together 5 months. But she questions it, we had an argument one day, and I said what I had to say about me loving her and it was like well maybe idk idk.
Now in the first half of their relationship, her and I were sneaking to see each other and to talk to each other. She was still in love with me. And even now, she talks smack about my fiance and is still sneaking to talk to me when her it thing isn't around. Which isn't often, but I really miss her a lot even though I'm happy where I am. I'd take her back on the right grounds, I'd love for us to. But I don't know about her. It seems she's unhappy in her predicament, and I don't get why she still has to bring up our past sometimes and talks crap about my fiance about our sex life and she was the best and she doesn't even have sex now which is odd, cause we were like 2 jack rabbits. I love him a lot, but there's something about me not even the same without her. A feeling I don't have anymore, and I worry so much more now that I'm with him and freak out. I never did these questioning over analyzing things with her...The little girl she's dating is only in high school, and she's trying to be a cop and talking about wanting to be with someone who can put in as much as her into a relationship. Being a team with someone..the 15 yr old has had a bad rough life in and out of state custody for not going to school and VERY mentally troubled. Do I try and stick out my relationship with someone who is also 7 yrs younger than me, but he loves me or try and see if I can get my girl back? I have no clue what to do based on all these factors..
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Reply Mon 4 Nov, 2013 11:39 am
First of all, a 15 year old is jailbait. Does your friend know that? But that's another issue . . . or is it? How can a 22 year old be with a 15 year old, especially one who has so many issues. Surely you can't admire your friend.

You really seem confused about yourself. Why not stand (live) alone for a while and figure out what kind of partner you want?
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Reply Tue 5 Nov, 2013 04:49 pm
@PUNKEY,
Follow Your Heart? Who has been with you longer and would do anything for you? Who do you trust more? Be friend's with one? You said you are (IN LOVE) with the girl your with now....? Love and In Love is somewhat different?
Hope All Goes Well
Good Luck
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Reply Sat 19 Sep, 2015 04:19 am
@jesser386,
it seems to me you are not leaving your fiancé for her because you are not sure if she´ll leave her girlfriend for you.... that´s quite a mess you have. First: if what i´ve said previously is the truth, you should brake your engagement cause you are not in love with that man and he should be told the truth and stop being betrayed by his soon to be wife. Second: if i were her i wouldn´t throw a relationship for somebody that, loving me, chose somebody else. I think it´s quite possible you´ll have her back if you proves her you are sure about your feelings and won´t leave again.
finally: you got it completely wrong: this is not about their feelings, it´s all about yours.
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