@xxbubblesxx,
He said he hated you, and now you want to apologize to him?
Consider what that means.
He says nasty things to you, and it's your fault.
He says he doesn't have the time for you, but you can't talk to anyone else.
He tries to go further with you physically than you wanted, the one time he sees you.
Multiply this by a thousand.
Why would you want to spend your time this way?
It was nice, for a while. You had a little fling. It's now done. Block him and trash his contact info. Discard anything he sent you or gave you. Live your life. Lots of great guys are out there who will admit when they are wrong.
And who will spend time with you.
And who will not forbid you from talking to others.
And who will go at the pace, physically, that is comfortable for you.