Is it gonna hurt his feelings??

Im sorry for grammar i was drunk:(
Plz dont make fun that was unintentionally plz help me i'm really afraid of what he will think! This message was because we barely talked for a few days and short replies no calls
Im not a clingy type if he dont text i try not to either i give him FULL space
But i'm afraid this text will mess my life. Or is it not to bad
U meaniy wfell asleep on me:: its ok sleep head
Bbay. I kno everything is fine but somthong feels weird lol idk id i dont want us to grow aparrt i Hope its just my thinkinh and nothing really is wrong: I dnt want it to be like my last one. That **** is painfulll lol :[ I know that was a long relationship but u know wat i still never fel as close to anyone as u probable its onliy my feelings cuz i lost it to u :p and that just make a girl fell like that the guy she gad sex with. Is the only one. Lol thats wat i started to thonk like your alll an allll am i being stupid?

or is tht fine if i think tha lol i knw i shouldnt say that idk but something made me fall in love with u soo much in just 4 moment lol that i get afrad sometimes i might lose you cuz there might be others who are muc much beter. An. i hopw ur feiends who are girls better know ur TAKEN cuz thwy'll kepp on flirting woth u lik jake and tuler lol i wont like that id be real jeallus god dod i jyst say that cuz im not even a jealos type i nevr get jeakoys swear. They do know abut us rught babe? im sorry its just my feeling. Feeling of losing u just like i did b4 that i cant get a hold of jus yet just yet and i hope it goes away by time loll cuz ur diffrent beter than all .. I'm not tring to be clingy not at all but just askng u for one littl thing if u feel anything for someone else ever, just let me know i dont wanna get my heart broken allll over again Lol it will be so funny if i do i wouldnt want us to get distant i do not wanna lose u never promist:p but wouldnt want to kepp you frm being hapoy eithr Ofcorse
I had hAd to say lol ben on my weord mind forever
Really tired took me ages to write my phone
:(Godnighr my frend
Im so so sry u have to read thru this. Lolsry