For those of you who have lost everything

This is for anyone who has ever lost anything that meant anything to them and has felt like the world was out to get them and drag them down,you are NOT the only one and to prove it, I will tell you my story(well,what all I can tell over a chat sight.)
So I have been known as a walking disaster ever since I could walk. My father has never been in my life,my brother has verbally,mentally and physically abused me ever since I came home from the hospital which has left me with some pretty deep emotional scars and a lot of things to talk about but the bulk of my issues started in high school.
I dated my best friend for 6 months and then broke it off with her and lost our wonderful friendship,dated a guy who I fell head-over-heels for and I gave him EVERYTHING but then lost him to another girl who he is still with after almost 3 years, then I met a guy over the internet and we instantly clicked and after 6 months I finally got him to make us official and then we met in person,we dated for 5 months and then he was dropped from school because he got stuck down with me for too long and missed too many days so we moved into my sisters house so we could be together.Boy was that a bad idea.Not only did that remove me from having a room of my own and an actual place that i could call my own home,it took a toll on my already dwindling sister relationship. so it went like this,my bf and I got a cat because my sister said it was ok and then they turned around and said we had to get rid of him because he wasnt fixed so my bf went crazy because they have been pulling stupid **** with us ever since we moved in and he was fed up with it so he moved back to his dads and left me to find a place to live because I couldnt stay with my sister anymore.my sister is around 33( i dont even know how old she is thats how bad our relationship is) and married with 2 annoying kids who are 16 and 12.her 16 year old son thinks he knows it all and her 12 year old daughter is a skanky little selfish brat who is a cronic liar just like her mom.
anyways,back to the point, my sister is a bad person ,she steals from her family and then lies about it just to get what she wants and she talks horribly about our mom behind her back but straight to my face and then when i tell my mom what she says she calls me a lying bitch and then tells me I have to move all of my furniture out of her shed(and i have no where else to put it) my mom got hurt one day at work and her boss called my sister to see if she could go and get my moms car for her so she could get home and my sister (only thinking about herself) handed me the phone and said" she could ******* die for all i care,I'm going to finish this cake" (she was making a cake for a friends wedding...now do you understand why I have such a terrible relationship with her? so anyways,back to me i guess. So my mom lives in low income apartments and you cannot live there unless you are qualified to live there ,which i am,but I had to reapply and they are taking their sweet time letting me know if i can or not so in the mean time I am bouncing back and forth between my moms on the weekends and my only friend's house (which by the way she has a 5 month old child) but that is only until the end of April because she has to move and i cant go with her. So at the end of April when i know my moms apartments still wont have filled me in on if i can live here again I will be homeless and i will have nothing but this laptop that is slowly going to its death and my boyfriend who is hundreds of miles away from me and cant get a job to save (our) life together or mine in general.oh,and i might have to get rid of my cat because my bf's father wont let him stay with them and my mom cannot have pets unless approved which as we know they like to take their sweet time doing but for now,he is at her house with all the windows blocked off so he cannot be seen from the outside. well,that's my life everyone. All of the horrible details of it out their for the world to see. I hope at least one person can know that they are not the only ones suffering. Your not alone.