fell inlove with an army help...

If you are this upset, I suggest you seek professional counseling. There is no shame in getting the treatment that it's looking like you need.

OMG girl, get ahold of yourself.

You are building this "relationship" up to something it was not. You are in love with the unknown and the unconfirmed.

HE is not into it, why are you?

hold him quietly in your heart and get on with your life. Be a grown up woman when he returns, not a wet mop.

I have to admit it was hard to accept it at first, I had mistaken sex as love. but what can i say truth hurts atleat ive learned alot from this experienced