giving up

I wrote a while ago about my relationship being In trouble . Last week I decided I'll stay and see if I can fix things but nothing seems to show improvement every time I try to hold on to this relationship things become worse. Today in town one of his girlfriends attacked me ryt in front of every1 I can't believe this is happening to me. but enough now I deserve so much more.its just a pitty because my heart differs from my mind how can a person hurt the one person who loves him more than anything in the world. my world has never been so dark.