@cicibebe,
Our combined judgements (that's the way I spell it) seem to be that you zero in on groups you don't like. At the least, you tend to categorize people or be fishing for others to categorize people.
I used to do that, and I don't mean this to be insulting, when I was fourteen. I was very sheltered when I was fourteen.
I didn't know much but was very interested and had just started read a lot.
Your whole preoccupation about race is an exercise in categorizing millions.
I hope you work out of that.