@gungasnake,
Well, you cop a plea if there's anything on the outside for you. As a rule of thumb.. Or you choose absolute takedown of the entirety of everyone you know to better the world, irrespective of consequences either way, or just do your time.. It really depends on how much of your own supply (in harder drugs) you have used yourself....
Just because you do not see it as possible does not make it impossible, the first rule of accuracy here on earth.