@Lustig Andrei,
I thought previously, it was a fools errand, to continue putting guns everywhere in the world..
Of late, I find it bothers me not.. I do not class it as right, I simply know it is half the lead up, to conclusion, which will be 'tomorrow'.
Does that put me in evils grip for certain?
I find not. I think it puts me in the order of people who will die for something, rather than move out of the way in any event. To think this of oneself demolishes peaceful living, when peaceful living was a construct in ones mind that the world will only get better.
Looking on that though, it is clear it will.. I hope.
If you survived reading that, non-emotionally, you have a measure of your self's stoic lock. I am somewhat lacking, only slightly however.