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Tue 11 Dec, 2012 06:29 pm
I fvcked up and I hope to be forgiven. I been at this job for a year now and by all accounts, I made great strides since I first started. Especially since a couple weeks ago when I really kicked it up a notch and watched everything I said and did. I mean everything, to the point of causing anxiety if I fall short of perfect. A few days ago, I slipped. She approached me on the sales floor and I forgot what she said exactly. Then I went, I love you. A second later, realizing my mistake, I immediately went, " sorry I prolly shouldn't have said that."
She went, " no ur fine. U just need to stop watching [some MTV shyt.]"
Now I'm worried like fvck. I return to work tomorrow and then this coming weekend. Wtf is gonna be the outcome? I embarrassed myself and possibly her, even though she didn't get mad or anything. Bc of anxiety, I cut myself and think suicidal thoughts at home. I slipped like that the day after she said I improved. Should I die?
@Angel23,
Angel, love, you need help, you do not need to die.
We care about you.
@ossobuco,
Thx. It's mostly my worry that's killing me lol.
@Angel23,
Breathe in, breathe out, and do it again.
@ossobuco,
Thx god I work tomorrow. And the coming weekend. Pls god make her forgive me.
@Angel23,
Forgive yourself, girl.
The rest of us are no petunias either.
@Angel23,
Part of your problem is your DRAMA. Settle down, it's not all about you, even if you think it is. She probably never even gave it a second thought.
So you told a person you loved them. So what?
If anyone says anything, just say you were kidding - or meant to tell them they were the greatest.
Why are you so ashamed? Is it because you feel it was a compulsive remark? At least this time it was a loving comment, unlike some of the others you have said to other people.
Try to relax and take things as they come.
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