I miss a coworker who recently quit and that I can't focus.
You couldn't focus because the co-worker quit?
You couldn't focus in general?
What I can't understand is y I got bitched at
Who did the "bitching," a co-worker or a supervisor?
I was too loud in general, which is another issue. I just talk loud w/o realizing, esp if something I feel strongly about.
Do yourself a favor and study those topics I posted links for a couple weeks ago, the ones authored by dirttydozen222. You thought she was a lot worse off than you. Honestly, if I didn't know better, I'd say you were her, just posting under a different name. You two have almost identical social and work issues.