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Recently my girlfriend of 4 months and I had a discussion about our sexual pasts. It was my fault really for being curious because i have had these honest talks with past girl friends....and our relationship was moving fast and really was beginning to think she could be the one so wy not be open and honest, but I was not expecting the answer I received. I am 28 and she is 24. She is a red head bombshell, 36C, very skinny, and a total free spirit party girl......looks totally innocent like a girl you would think is a nerd. I have only been with 7 people in my life because i have mostly been in relationships. Before we gave each other our answers i told her that she could be totally open and honest with me and i wouldnt judge.....i was expecting the normal range of 5-15 people for someone her age who went away to college. Well i was blindsided by her answer and i havnt gotten over it. Its starting to haunt me really everytime we have sex, and now even at more subtle moments like watching TV and cuddling.

So I confessed my 7 people and I am no prude believe me. When it was her turn she asked me once again for assurance that I wouldnt judge if she answered.....which i repied of course not. Over 100 she replied as she didnt not have an exact number but it was well over 100. My girl friend has had over 100 dicks in her body!!! Over 100 dicks in her mouth because she enjoys giving oral!!!! Over 100 different loads in her mouth because she does swallow!!! Who knows how many in her ass because she does enjoy anal!!!!!! I felt the hot rush swell over my body as i couldnt believe what i just heard. OVER 100!!!!!!!!!!!!

The cat was out of the bag, and trying to remain calm i had to ask more questions and reason how it was so many at the age of 24......bad idea!!!! I knew she was a free spirit and I love her for it, but damn....i didnt know she was that free. She told me she had been having sex for over 10 years as she lost her virginity at the age of 13 to a 17 neighbor. She broke it down to high school activity and college activity and i couldnt believe my ******* ears.

She said she believes in having experiences of all kinds, only living once, and livign life to the fullest. Ill give you a short summary of what my slut gf has done.....and **** i dont know how to handle it and i dont know if i can stay with her.....but i do love her so this is why i am torn and need help/advice from anyone who can relate

-she admits to having sex with 3/4 of her male friends at some point or another because she gets horny when she drinks and confessed to not always using condoms (she is clean however because we did get tested prior to this convo so we can have sex naturally). keep in mind a girl like this has lots of male friends and she is still friends with them.

-she admits to having sex with a few of her girl friends boy friends just because she would and knew they wanted her...slut right?

-she admits to being in numerous affairs with married men because they would spoil her and take her away to really nice hotel rooms.....one of them being a friend of hers father

-she admits to going to a rainbow party which is when a girl will suck multiple guys dicks in a single night......and who knows what else happened. i didnt ask further

-she dated a guy who was a swinger for a brief period in which she confessed to having multiple 3somes and more somes with other couples and men and was even gang banged by 7 guys before because it turned her bf at the time on. 7 ******* GUYS AT ONCE!!!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!! she likes anal too so i know she was filled to the ******* brim

-she was fucked in a swing club in front of 100+ people

-admited to have taken some very large dicks. Im not small...a little over average but this really is ******* with my head if she thinks about others during sex.......she is petite so they literally must have been in her rib cage because she said the biggest was over 10inces......why i asked....i cant tell you

-admited to going thru what she called a "black phase" where all she did was **** black guys she met at clubs or whereever because they turn her on.....not sure if this still applies. im not racist but damn, we all know the sterotypes

-has made amatuer porno tapes for bfs and one guy who paid her. she has numerous naked pictures of her around (which isnt bad because she sent me soem at first) but after hearing this im sure all her friends have them as well......and who knows where the videos are

-and admitted to having an abortion

these were just a few of the responses i received, some were just as bad which i didnt list but over 100 guys........ and damn myself for being curious because the details are haunting me because as much as i didnt want to hear....i had to know. my sweet innocent looking girl friend is a major slut and i dont know what to do!!!! Everytime we have sex all i can think about is her in a gang bang and its driving me insane with rage and insecurity. 7 ******* guys at once!!!! how do you even set that **** up? not to mention everytime we hang out with her friends all i can think about is them ******* her...and some are total douches.

If anyone can help me please Im all ears. I really am at a loss and each passing day im filled with rage, jealousy, and resentment toward her. Its only 4 months but a part of me thought that this girl could be the one. Do i try to get over this somehow and stay with her because i love her? isnt that what love is? uncondition? or do i cut my losses and start over?

please help!!!!!