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Mon 30 Apr, 2012 09:35 pm
It all started some years ago when I wanted to see some girls of my own age, so I downloaded some child porn, however the attraction stayed, now that I'm 18 years old I found out that lolicon is a legal alternative to CP and use it instead.
But what troubles me is that I'm not exclusively attracted to young girls (9 years and older, any younger and it freaks me out), but to girls my own age too, and I'm also attracted sexually only to young girls as it is impossible for me to think of a romantic relationship with an 11 year old.
I did some research on the matter and found out that many people with the same conditions I have have poor to non existant social skills (just like me) and in many cases had never had a girlfriend. (just like me).
Could it be that I'm a pedophile or is it just that the sexual and romantic depriving that I have had throughout my life is causing these sexual urges?
@mbartelsm,
your situation fits me perfectly i was exactly the same. since my 20's ive moved away even from lolicon and the urges have almost completely left every once in a while i have the urge to look at loli but thats it now. i dont know the reason behind it or if its normal but wanted to say theres other people out there. im almost 25 now and i have a 2 year old daughter which made me nervous when i found out we were having here but even with that past its never even a thought. so if you dont want it to be a problem it wont be i just suggest trying to move away from it.
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