Sexually attracted to men, but emotionally to Women?

Well, you are aware of your feelings and that is quite important. That is not a bad thing. Are you upset about tghis? You might want to elaborate on how all this makes you feel.

First question: how old are you?

Second question: how many serious relationships have you had with men ... with women?

Find someone who wants a second wife.

Suggest counseling and have you had any live in relationship with a man or not to base these feelings on?

Second how was your relationship with your father growing up?

Do you imagine marrying a woman and having kids with her and growing old?

If not, could it just be that you are not attracted to the idea of marrying and having kids? That's not for everyone.

No reason why you can't have sexual partners who are men, and then have close female friends, while remaining unmarried.

What "emotional attraction" do you have to women that wouldn't be satisfied with a close (nonsexual) friendship, if you're not attracted to women physically?

You might need to date nicer men.