finding father

Hi ya has he died or something or is he lost

i just grew up without him thinkin he didnt want me but as i got older started wanting to meet him. but just recently i was informed he actually tried to come around and see me but my grandmother and uncle... family members was threting him so yeah.............

Craig, I grew up thinking my mother didn't want me, so I know how you feel. Many times I cried wondering why my mother didn't love me or my brother. My husband tells me I am still bothered by the fact that I was abandoned as a small child of five by her, but I try not to think about it too much. I guess something like that affects you more than you want to believe. You want to know something very odd? My mother is your grandmother (Juanita)! Now doesn't that just beat all? Good luck on your search and God bless.