love

I think I am in love I will start at the beginning I was with my boyfriend Dave for a very long time then 10 years ago I meet his nephew and instantly there was a spark its amazing so we bumped into each other every now and then tried to keep it under wrap nothing really happened.

In 2004 he was down on his luck and he moved in with us and we got extremely close there was alot of flirting which eventually went alot further and we ended up in bed together after a night out dancing wat a porno film he asked me to wear something sexy so I escaped upstairs put on anyway I put on my pjs and hid under the quilt and not much later he was stood at my door naked and I was very excited so let him in. The next morning my head was all over my boyfriend worked away at that time.

We had another day together and I think we were both tired and a bit confused then my boyfriend came back and things went on normally gave him plenty of blow job, i wanted to go alot further. His nephew moved to cornwall and i was gutted, but he came back to live with us my boyfriend and his nephew had a big fall out much later and we had to let him go.

He came to apologise to us and met us in the pub 5 years ago and I had forgiven him but my boyfriend has not really. But now we are both single again (after 18 years me he was single) and I still feel the same I have denied it for so long long yesterday I met him again after 5 years and it was wicked the spark although we didnt have long yesterday. We found it hard to leave each other we could have talked all day we have both had an incredibly difficult year. Before this there have been alot of text messages one night we were really honest with each other I dont want a serious thing just a bit of fun and I dont see the harm in it see what happens. I cant believe this I am buzzing cant stop thinking about him never really have. i am waiting for a text right now I am really honest now its the best way i do really think it could be fun. i have that feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know he feels the same.