Who to choose ? so confused because I could see my self with both.

Ok I was with guy A for 4 yrs then I felt like that he didn't care if we was together or not then when I Tryed to talk to him bout it I felt even more like that then he accused me of cheating but I was not not even talkin to another guy then I Tryed explaining to him that nothin was goin on I duno I guess I jus kinda felt like he was lookin 4 a reason to not b with me so I left him then I got with guy B he was a guy I went to school with and we use to b best friends and have always liked each other but never dated cus didn't wanna mess our friend ship up over sumthin stupid and we have only been together a yr bt we have had LOTS of problems were great and happy when we ain't fighting bt it always seems like sumthin bt neway not long after I left guy A I found out he was in the middle of tryin to buy me a house and a engagement ring for our annv which when I left was like 3 months away and found out he was deviatated when I left bt I jus felt like I couldn't go bck to him so I'm with guy B which my family hates and guy A is with a girl that his family hates and both our families have been tryin get us bck together bt yesterday guy A texted me he told me he had heard sun stuff bout me I aske wat he said that I wasn't over him and that I wasn't happy with guy B which I heard the exact same bout him then he goes on and tells me he's really not over me n that he still really cares bout me and that he thinks bout me all tha time and that he left that girl bc she wasn't me and he asked if I was happy I told him I really still care bout him and I think bout him all the time bt I was with somebody which is all true the he asked if I was happy and I told him yes but the more I think bout it I duno I mean rt now every thing is goin great with guyB I jus duno if it'll stay that way what am I suppose to do I'm so confused

Ps sorry so long I jus duno way to do any advice would be much appreciated thanks in advance


O yea I forgot to mention I am currently living with guy B but I do have somewhere else to live if it Dosnt wk out and guyB also has bought me a ring and asks me all the time when we getting married and I jus tell him I duno when do u wnt to n he always says rt now he wnts like a shotgun weddin and I want re big princess wedding with all my family and friends and guy A when we talked bout gettin married he wanted exactly what I did down to the colors and dating both of them is not an option I jus dnt wanna pic the wrong one and figure out dwn the road I let the guy I really love go soo confused