clara, the site owner, Robert Gentel, was part of the family at one point and
perhaps he checks in and will give you his take.
In the meantime, try to get some counseling and build up a support system.
Do you have any friends who could help you walk through this? Your parents might be too deep into the cult to realize what they've done to their kid(s). They might be brainwashed and can't help themselves.
The good thing is that you found a way out and that you're trying to seek