@XXSpadeMasterXX,
No one said I have to stay. I choose to.
Here's what I'm thinking:
If you claim to receive commands from god in the form of a voice in your head, I am inclined to think you have some kind of issue.
If you say "I hear god's voice" as a metaphor, I can actually relate to that.
I get asked sometimes if I believe in god. I usually say that I don't, because the people asking will think that I believe in god
as they understand god.
But when I read the bible or any religious text about god, I have little difficulty with interpreting it so it doesn't contradict other things I know about life and the universe from more empirical sources. I understand what the bible says about this in the context of the day and age I live in. That includes modern science and modern social context. I understand that thinking of god as "he" is anthropomorphism.
There is nothing that is not god, and everything we refer to as reality is merely the expression of this single unity of everything. God, Allah, Brahman, Om, Unified Field, Krishna or any explanation concerning Everything and Origins are merely metaphors we mentally evoke to experience the fundamental unity of existence.
So when someone says they hear the voice of god in their head, I think that maybe they have alienated themselves from a part of their own psyche, and perceive that part as a different entity.
But if we speak metaphorically, and we say that the thoughts we experience are god's thoughts, expressions of this single unity of everything, I can relate to and even appreciate a statement like "I hear god's voice".
But you seem to mean in literally, as if God is an actual entity with a plan, and a direct line to your mental "ear".
What's the next step? Do you think that you are free from the responsibility of the things the voice tells you to say and do? Or do you still feel that you are responsible for everything that comes out of your mouth?