@GoshisDead,
I am SO sorry you may think this of me GoshisDead.
For the record then, I am currently trying (not hard enough) to be a Christian.
I think God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit are all we need.
I am a Christ Child in the making.
I Love Jesus Christ.
But I find I must still question Him.
And also for the record I do NOT believe God is a murderer,
I am just unsure as to how I have come to this conclusion and how I can prove it.
You have been the biggest inspiration to this thread for me so far.
Please don't think to badly of someone who simply does not know how, why, when or what to trust