i cant remember what i was looking for actually-but i did go through the whole list and got some that i am very happy to find and will go back to. no reason for looking for them except to be able to illustrate what it was the threads were like, and some hopefully to resurrect. the ones i was looking for in particular i guess would be the ones i had been subscribed to when the break happened, they would be the easiest to continue.
as far as which are missing, you can see on my profile page that i have about three times more posts than what are accessible to me, and though it isnt really important i would be curious to know why that is.
i didnt do a lot of posting in groups. i dont think what we posted in other people's blogs were counted in the posts, but i am not sure about that.
when you say you came across the first one ever written by me, what do you mean? in the list of recent posts on this board or in the list of recent posts by me or something relating to my opening threads? because i rarely opened any threads on the old forum, i mainly participated in conversations that interested me. all the threads i originated there are most likely in creative writing or new member questions or questions in the self help and computer forums.